我不会。

慢慢的从这场爱情里解脱, 慢慢的放下因为我知道无论我有多么的喜欢你, 我永远也不会有勇气去承认或向你表白。

我想, 我这辈子再也不会有勇气去面对我自己的感情。因为时间慢慢的过, 我慢慢的放下。不知何时开始, 我发现自己不再想你。当我一觉醒来, 你再也不是我会想起的那个人。也许是我开始面对了现实, 开始发觉到你永远都不会注意我。如果我换了发型, 你会注意吗? 如果我生病感冒, 你会问候我一声吗? 你开始对我好, 我起初是真的越来越喜欢你, 但我后来才发现你是有目的的。

我觉得自己很可悲啊, 哈哈。喜欢一个人又不能承认, 又不能告诉他因为我心知肚明自己是什么模样, 我凭什么去喜欢一个人?

You used to give me butterflies in my stomach whenever I see you. I'm the one who'd pass by the school's corridor an infinity times just to have a peek of you. I'm the one who'd scan my eyes through the crowd just to look out for you. I'm the one who'd act strong when I heard bout you liking this girl but end up having my heart broken.

But.. Did you notice this post is all in past tense? Yes that's right. I've slowly let go and I'm really glad I don't think bout you that much as I used to now. I think it's a good sign, cause I'm really happy with life now with my friends and family. Life is really good with them because I wouldn't have to get tied down by a relationship. 自由自在的感觉。。。真爽!!
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19 December 2011 @ 5:27 am / 0 daisies


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