Dejected.

I swear I don't like working in the afternoon shift. I feel super awkward b/c I'm not close with any of the guys in the afternoon shift except for Georgey. I'm as awkward as hell and I really wish I can dig a hole and hide myself inside. Today is Monday, and Von and Georgey's off days are today... Howhow. I really hate Mondays cause w/o Georgey I don't even know how to survive through the awkwardness lol.

Worked for only 3 days and I'm down with flu and cough and sore throat and fever. And another sad part about working is that I realised I'm starting to drift apart from my friends. Sighs I miss my babies so much and I really want to talk to them, so badly. There are a lot of unhappiness inside me and I'm really struggling so badly to even put up a smile. But I realised none of them really realised or care bout anything, so again, I'll just keep mum.

I'm gonna go watch a lot of movies alone on Thursday, yes my off day. Since I doubt nobody will ever ask me out so, haha being alone is the best.

Kinda sad? Very sad. Fucking sad.

27 November 2011 @ 7:40 pm / 0 daisies

Keliciatay

Dejected.