It's just the beginning.

I guess I've come to that stage of growing up where I'll have to lose my friends and learn how to be independant. I'm always left out, really. I'm this sad because I admit, I don't like getting left out. Who likes to? I'm never that person who gets left out, who gets forgotten or whatsoever. Maybe it's just my silly thinking, but really, why did things change into this state?

I doubt I'll even keep in contact with any of my friends anymore next year. No, not because I don't care about them. It's because I fucking care too much and yet nobody cares about me. I ask my friends out, it's either "See first" , "lazy" , "I going out with ________", then ended up I can see that you're happily at home. Hahaha, excuses. If you don't want to go out w me then fine so be it, just tell me in my face. Is it that hard? I don't think so.

Really, I've already truly seen who cares about me, who doesn't. For those who doesn't, thanks for letting me know all your fucking true side.

30 November 2011 @ 3:01 am / 0 daisies

Keliciatay

It's just the beginning.