如果你忙着打电动，我能够理解。

如果你没时间陪我，我能够理解。

如果你累了，想停下来歇一会，我能够理解。

如果你忽略了我，我能够理解。

如果我们之间出现了问题而你不想去理会，觉得没那个必要，我能够理解。

如果你觉得我们无论出现什么问题，都没关系因为我们终究会和好如初，我能够理解。

但如果有一天我也累了，不想再理会了，我希望你能够理解。

如果有一天我放弃了，我不再坚持下去，我希望你能够理解。

如果有一天我开始忽略你，不再顾虑你的感受，我希望你能够理解。

如果有一天我离开了，放弃了，我希望你能够理解。

What I'm trying to say here is, it takes two hands to clap. Nothing's gonna last if one of them eventually stops trying. We might not be in a relationship yet but I can say that our relationship with each other is somewhat like that. If you think that no matter what problems we encounter, we're gonna be alright eventually without two parties trying to salvage the relationship, then I can say, you're wrong. So wrong. 

You might think that little details or little problems don't matter at all because we're never gonna give up on each other. But truth is, I might. I do get tired at times, I give up on things or people very easily because I'm a pessimistic bitch, I don't give a fuck bout people around me because everybody comes and go. Who the fuck would care bout me? I WILL get tired. I hate being the only one putting in more efforts in "us" and I hate always being the one getting upset. I hate it when you neglects me and you claimed that I'm demanding and overreacting. I hate it when you don't give a fuck bout small problems that we're having and I hate it most when you give up so fucking easily on "us" or even me, without even trying.

In the first few stages, you proved to me a lot. You proved that I can trust you and I can change my mindset of "not having a boyfriend till I'm 20" because I could hand my heart over to you. But right now, I guess things aren't the same anymore and I don't even know what to do. 

The only reason why I still bother is because I'm afraid we'd eventually fade off. "我喜欢那个和你在一起的我。“ Remember this? This is the only reason why I'm holding on. I can only be my true self when I'm with you and I don't want to lose a "best friend" like you.