I may not be as beautiful as her, I may not be as slim as her, I may not be as caring as her, I may not be as good as her and those are the reasons why all these while you still love her. You might not cherish me, you might be just fooling around with me, but I know it's okay. I know I will find someone who will know how to cherish me, who will treat me good, who will be willing to put in all the time and efforts for me. I know I can't be like her. I can't not voice out my opinions, I can't be as sweet as her or whatsoever. I know I've at least tried to change for you, but I still failed in the end. I know I shouldn't even change for anyone because if you really loved me, you'd have accepted everything about me.
Moving on is never easy, I'd have to cry a lot, look like a dumb fuck zombie everyday. And I'm glad things are really a lot better now. Even though I took like 6 days to recover (cause I didn't want to waste my time and whatsoever on you), I really am glad I have my friends and family with me hahaha. Why you all so caring :* Thanks for leaving anyway, thanks for showing me what reality actually is.
Well so, main point is I really won't be so fucking dumb and cry over a guy anymore hahaha. It's so pointless lol. I'm fucking 17, I'm supposed to be enjoying my youth and all. I will never waste my time and efforts and whatsoever shit on a guy anymore lol. Although I kept saying I want my 桃花 to come lolol, I guess it's really better to stay single. At least you won't neglect your friends or studies, you can enjoy life hahaha. Life's good!
27 April 2012 @ 5:10 am / 0 daisies
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