I guess it's true when people say, you can only get happiness when you've truly let go of the past. I've already let go of the past and stop thinking about it. I'm too young to be this sad. I deserve happiness too. So I'm really enjoying life right now. I stopped making myself upset every single morning when I wake up. If someone don't give a damn about you, you don't even have to give a damn about them. Why bother making yourself so tired when nobody ever appreciates your efforts or you yourself? I used to torture myself by crying all night and there were really times when I really felt like dying hahaha. You know those days when nobody gives a fuck about you? All your friends and family seemed to be against you and you can never find someone who'll bother about you? Or even spare some time listening to your heartfelt words? I've experienced these days and most of the time I always felt like I'm alone. Nothing seems to go right and everyone around me is super fucked up. But then there goes a saying, "After a hurricane, comes a rainbow".